AUTHOR.CALHO: If I didn't write it, I would be hitch hiking cross country to Maine and then Alaska in that order. While taking frequent breaks to spread leaflets. And sit in diners. And write on things because I wasn't at a computer. I may still do that in a few years. Writing this also helps me forget about and better understand the limitations of being human, and keeps me busy enough to allow me no free time to burn the world down.

THEMATIC.ABOUT : Collapse often. The things that hold people together and hold them apart and scatter brains. The things that make thoughts go boom. The things that ooh and aah and [expletive deleted]. Sometimes poking around the margins where responsibility ends and the only one to look to is the Original Equipment Manufacturer and say "but, I already pressed 9 for more options and the menus are exactly the same. Can you just replace it?" The answer will be: "please hold." Sometimes hanging out in dark corners. Sometimes following the train tracks. Looking for ways out and ways in and all the while sharing the things seen and heard and done and drawn and written and scorched and healed and teased and caged and dreamed along the way.

1/1/13

The Year End Look (part one)

Top of the morning, honey.Is it possible to look at a page and be ashamed from the get go?  Yeah.  This is part one.  Gathering the caucus.  I was violently depressed on the cusp of this new year.  Violently so.  Is it weird that it takes two hours to get up the gumption to put this out?  A little bit, but everyone's a little bit scared, admitting it or not.  So this is the prelude to the year end pouring out.

The year end playlist is coming out and there will be some familiar faces on it and some unfamiliar.  Kiln is getting two spots.  Sneak peeked.  But mostly it's an opportunity for me to look backward and to look forward to weird and palatable ambitions, but more than that, look forward to brighter futures and, you know what, that means something, no matter how inaccessible or far away they are.

They're still there, I'm still here (God knows I should have been dead years ago), but I'm not so................... ...I don't make the schedule, I just live it.   So I'll keep watch and do what I do and document until I'm gone.



Waking up to another sun.  It can be helped, but I'm not gonna short change myself that way.  That's just bad business.  And I've too much to do.  When I have nothing to do we will renegotiate.  And when that time comes, it will, we will have a lot more things to talk through, but this is just part one.  Part two is coming down the pipe and it will be great.
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