AUTHOR.CALHO: If I didn't write it, I would be hitch hiking cross country to Maine and then Alaska in that order. While taking frequent breaks to spread leaflets. And sit in diners. And write on things because I wasn't at a computer. I may still do that in a few years. Writing this also helps me forget about and better understand the limitations of being human, and keeps me busy enough to allow me no free time to burn the world down.

THEMATIC.ABOUT : Collapse often. The things that hold people together and hold them apart and scatter brains. The things that make thoughts go boom. The things that ooh and aah and [expletive deleted]. Sometimes poking around the margins where responsibility ends and the only one to look to is the Original Equipment Manufacturer and say "but, I already pressed 9 for more options and the menus are exactly the same. Can you just replace it?" The answer will be: "please hold." Sometimes hanging out in dark corners. Sometimes following the train tracks. Looking for ways out and ways in and all the while sharing the things seen and heard and done and drawn and written and scorched and healed and teased and caged and dreamed along the way.

10/11/22

Good Evening Hon'

Every now and then
the horns blare
loud enough to hear
if you've sat quietly enough
long enough.

The CSX. 
The CSX.
The coal train express.
See excess.
The CSX.
The CSX.

When it didn't matter whose car keys you left
at the fishing hole in the ignition
to make a joke seeing the CSX
on its way to demolition and
fireworks or laughter at keys and fleet feet
while 9 foot poles glimmered
with a bite.

Sometimes 
sitting quietly enough.  The horn blares
and carries through the valleys
of Pittsburgh,
echoes through the trees, 
and rolls across a pillow,
to the ears. 

All of the graffiti
traffic jams,
catfish and mud and grease gloves, 
undrinkable fresh water, 
shores of nails and glass and warm sand,

tunnels and bridges.
The quietly blaring horn
through the depths of Summer's coffin,
the songs of Autumnal pallbearers:

Can you hear? 

You are already home.