12/18/16

That Instant

you realized what you wanted to do was write.  Not necessarily the sound of the future, not the sound of the past, a sound.  13 years ago, an idea started to bloom and you did everything you were supposed to do to avoid it and embrace it in other ways.   I went through dark times and bright times.  I shifted blame and the blood edge of the knife and the adventures and the lens.

I switched who could be the protagonist and the anti. I prayed on it and asked for direction and gave up my soul to whomever could be and believed in math and science, chance and luck.  I gave up and forgot and danced like a rhinoceros in the breeze until I couldn't.

And I realized I have a passion for creation.  All paths lead that way, by fire, by ice, by leaf, by wind, by void,  moon & sol, stations & interstellar sea.

you realize I have the misfortune to live at an insterstellar gate-

counting droplets of blood in zero gravity.

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