Dear (_____)

got himself a universe,

dear gaming,

I am not a peacemaker.  I feel terrible trying to play an even game with people that do not understand altruism.  I wonder why I continue to go back to them and try to make it go at a speed they can understand.  I fail every tine.   I try not to be sour or soggy about trying to change them.  It is incredibly frustrating.  I do not understand why they cannot see it.  They believe they are being pro.  Maybe what I have to do is treat them how they treat me instead of treating them how I want to be treated.  Maybe treating them is firing off signals they cannot comprehend.  Either way, what I think I am going to do is take the last ride and then cut him off.  Stay solvent.  Being someone else's crutch is  a bad way to be and I'm not about that life.