11/26/12

Find Yourself and Redesign Timetable

Well, I think I've finally done it.  The act took a very long time.  A very, very, long time, but I think I've found myself.  I believe I've gotten enough of us back to the table to start working again on creative things.  It has been a top priority, it feels like, for far too long.  I've been so self absorbed, I have not been able to see past my own nose unless I was dead asleep and dreaming.

Speaking of which, I did have the most fantastic dream that fleshed out into several more characters with unique dialog of their own so far detailed I began to wonder, asleep, of their back stories because all of the interactions were so well and tightly detailed I felt, by four way conversation's end, that I knew them from other lives, even though the quality of the sleep itself lasted less than an hour.

I have finally found myself, although the child is AWOL.  I am not happy about that.  There is a certain whimsy I've been unable to recapture.  Not so much unable as much as it has been a certain amount of flailing in the dark.  Bless his screwed up soul.  I need him back, both listening and contributing, if I ever intend to get better.  That's what has been difficult to deal with the most.

Shooting for the end of December for the redesigns.

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