Well, I think I've finally done it. The act took a very long time. A very, very, long time, but I think I've found myself. I believe I've gotten enough of us back to the table to start working again on creative things. It has been a top priority, it feels like, for far too long. I've been so self absorbed, I have not been able to see past my own nose unless I was dead asleep and dreaming.
Speaking of which, I did have the most fantastic dream that fleshed out into several more characters with unique dialog of their own so far detailed I began to wonder, asleep, of their back stories because all of the interactions were so well and tightly detailed I felt, by four way conversation's end, that I knew them from other lives, even though the quality of the sleep itself lasted less than an hour.
I have finally found myself, although the child is AWOL. I am not happy about that. There is a certain whimsy I've been unable to recapture. Not so much unable as much as it has been a certain amount of flailing in the dark. Bless his screwed up soul. I need him back, both listening and contributing, if I ever intend to get better. That's what has been difficult to deal with the most.
Shooting for the end of December for the redesigns.
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